tw: abuse, eating disorder
► Selena Right isn't one of those people you know 'nothing about'. She is the person you know more than you like to about her. She isn't the type of person you can easily "expose" with secrets or lies because chances are shes spilled the tea about herself already.
► So it is no secret that she has had something of an interesting life to be willing to tell everyone her secrets - and toss it out like nothing. Interesting, however, does not mean positive. Selena was born to a couple of people who never should have been able to have children.
► With an older brother who was so skittish they got a monthly call from the teacher about him bursting into a fit of tears - it was clear something was off with the family. However - anytime someone got their parents into the school - they were nothing but cordial, polite, friendly, and neat.
► A lamb surrounded by lions - she grew up with a bit of a messy attitude to her. The abuse in her house hold was overflowing. It was causing Selena and her older brother to fall apart at the seams. However - when their youngest sibling was born - things were different between the 'chosen' young brother, and her parents. They loved him, and it made hatred seep through the house.
► A house with a family so thick with secrets that - even now - years later she is fighting through the web of lies, deception, and manipulation. A skin so thick that the longest bath in holy water couldn't cleanse the cycle of of pushing each other into the ground in attempts to save themselves from the life of being one of the bugs.
► So - while she doesn't push her life story into peoples faces in order to gain sympathy or attention - she figures some of her erratic behavior will tip people off on something. And she doesn't want anyone to have leverage on her.
► She was a disaster in her pre-teen years. She was acting well above her age. She was dressing provocatively, getting into trouble, trying to smoke, and making out with boys. She was a disaster, never ate, but she was afloat.
► In her teenage years - despite her constant string of flings, hook ups, and boyfriends - she wasn't "anyone's". It was just their turn. The female - who was hated in middle school - became a blossoming social creature. The female was hated before because she constantly looked similar to a chihuahua trying to fight a great dane.
► Remember Myspace? Remember the few teens and some even younger that got incredibly popular off of it? Selena was one of them. When she was 13/14 she got incredibly popular for attracting attention to her behavior online. "Myspace Famous" for posting nudes, talking about sex, and a lot of messy content - that fame followed her for a year or two until the great fall of Myspace.
► Shocker. The predictable happened. She got pregnant during her freshman year of High School. She later on gave birth to a little girl named Alice. She was nearly sent to the hospital four times during the pregnancy because her brother was concerned about her rampant eating problems.
► She actually did her best to raise a child. Her parents were obviously furious, and her brother often had to take the fall for things to make sure there wasn't a damage to the pregnancy or the baby. That was when she wasn't sneaking through her boyfriend at the time's window to stay there.
► She wasn't the best, but my God she was trying.
► The second her older brother - who she had been living with by time she was eighteen - got a stable job? He basically dragged her kicking and screaming into the hospital. The female had became near emaciated looking. Her body skin and bones - her thoughts clustered, and unable to sort her thoughts out. It was one of a long string of attempts. Alice stayed with him during that time, but it failed. Like normal. Patrick, the father, was out of the picture
► The female had been doing youtube for a few years, but was basically a nobody. She had maybe 200 subscribers, and nobody really cared who she was. She took the self-publishing route when she was nineteen.
► Selena later on got pregnant. By time she got pregnant - she had around 10,000 followers at that time. They weren't dating at the time, but Oliver was going through a deep depression at the time of the pregnancy. It was overall stressful for the both of him. However - he was there when Alex was born. He was there for all of that. Unlike Patrick - who came back into Alice's life shortly after. Causing a big shake up in the females life, and schedule.
► Right now Selena is just a girl trying to do her best. She started prostituting a few months ago because she couldn't make ends meet with her small amount of money she got from Youtube. She started selling herself, and it feels as if she hasn't fully processed her actions yet.
► Stripping and prostitution is kept 'hush hush' from the people she knows. She feels somewhat willing to tell them that she is stripping, but she is hesitant. I'm fine with people knowing, but it isn't common knowledge! Just let me know!
► Selena is actually a fairly motherly, kind, and optimistic person. However - she isn't on some ultimate sunshine level of happiness - she does her best to keep an okay attitude. It keeps her afloat. Her biggest trait would be how motherly she can be at times. She is to the rescue with band aids and your favorite drink if you're hurt.
► Selena is both the most reckless and cautious person you'll ever meet. At times - away from the kids - she is insanely reckless. She is down for whatever. Wanna go run around at midnight while the kids are at their dads? Cool. Wanna get drunk? Rad. She is just someone who just goes with the flow. However - she is very cautious of her kids, who is around her kids, and why they're around.
► Selena gets very flustered easily. Because of this - she has a habit of snapping off when it comes to it. She gets very defensive of herself, her lifestyle, etc. It can cause her to get in arguments with people. They'll say something, she'll get defensive, and snap about something completely unrelated. Rinse. Repeat.
► Selena has a really damaging eating disorder, and some issues from when she was a child. She does her best to not bring this up - as she'd really rather not be 'that' girl who only uses it to get herself ahead, manipulate people into feeling bad for her, or using it as a 'free pass' for shitty behavior.
► Selena just is the type of person to know everyone, or be connected to something. You know in movies where people mention things like "he knows this town better than anyone?". That applies to Selena. She is just fairly connected, and it is probably due to her social nature.
► Selena is erratic. She is unpredictable, moody, and all over the place. If you want through the door on any given day - you won't know what you'll find. It is always something different. It is always irregular, unpredictable, and wild.
► She is a bad vegan. She has slip ups in the name of politeness, and she has fallen off the bandwagon. She tries, though.